bye bye

Had to say goodbye to Awan and Bayu. Send them back to where they came from. Pak Usu’s place. Can no longer keep them with us. It’s good of both Pak Usu and Mak Usu to accept them back.

I can see the sadness on Kinah’s face. Looking at Bayu but dare not touch for she is afraid that if she does, she could not let go. Tirah totally ignored Awan. With eyes all red. Trying very hard to be strong. Not looking back at him. Yaya cried when we finally had to go. She love them both. But she’s the reason why we had to send them back. Doctors do not permit. Adek wave happily. Not understanding the reason. She thought that we’re simply leaving them while we go travelling to Atok’s hometown for a few days. Not knowing the fact that she can no longer kick their cage to wake them up when she comes home every day from the nursery.

Mak Usu was so sweet to tell Yaya that she will keep calling the two kittens Awan and Bayu. And they will always be ours. She hope that we will always come to visit. And DIA promise to visit often. That finally made Yaya smiled.

~enough for now!~

why??

Kenapa ya aku masih di sini? Di ruang yang sangat bosan ini. Masih mengadap design-design yang ntah haper-haper. Melayan kerenah boss yang sudah tua. Dan isterinya yang seperti singa betina?

KERANA AKU MASIH PUNYAI KESABARAN.

Kenapa ya aku masih di sini? Sehingga ke hari ini masih belum dibayah upah. Masih belum diluluskan cuti. Masih belum diberikan saguhati. Masih ditaburi janji-janji manis?

KERANA AKU MASIH PUNYAI KESABARAN.

Kenapa ya aku masih di sini? Masih membiarkan diri diperbodohkan. Masih mendiamkan diri bila di hina. Masih menahan kemarahan dijiwa. Masih menafikan kebenaran yang nyata?

KERANA AKU MASIH PUNYAI KESABARAN.

Tapi sampai bila? DIA kata “angkat beg & blah je”.
Tapi boleh ke? DIA kata “buat je la”.
Tapi mampu ke? *Kenapa DIA diam saje*??

~enough for now!~

the perfect stranger...

It’s not about the movie… It’s about me… Had this chat with one of my cyber friend. Told her that a few of them akan meluahkan perasaan to me...(oh!..and they are girls, and i’m straight, hokey!). How lucky they are to have ‘the perfect stranger’ (macam lah aku bagus sangat..). The perfect person yang tak dikenali & yang tak mengenali mereka di alam kehidupan di luar sana. So it’s safe for them to bare out their soul to. The best friend from hell???.. jgn la!..I’m not like that tau!

To all my ‘sahabat’,… are u willing to be my ‘perfect stranger’ too??

~enough for now!~

perrghh! akhirnya..

My 1st blog posting! Brani gak akhirnya aku create blog nie...cam klakar lak bila fikir balik..nak wat blog pun takut2...

Awan.Bayu....itu nama 2 ekor kittens my dearest darlings...sebab 2 ekor tu slalu bergurau sakan cam lawan2 je..teringat lak cite Storm Riders...Whispering Wind and Striding Cloud...Awan si jantan dan Bayu si betina...tak best lak bila si betina dipanggil angin..so tukar je bayu..lebih ayu gitu...

Aku leh ter'berangan' akan 2 org sahabat 'maya' yg sure gelak bila tau aku dah wat blog. Pasti!!..so...to invite..or..not to invite... hemm..payah tuh! But anyway, harapan aku pada diri aku sendiri..harap2 aku tak buat kerja nie sekerat jalan je...memula je Rak Rak Rum..pastu..senyap...

~enough for now!~